Sad Letter to You

if I were a liar 

then I pray that someday you will get an honest, 

if I'm someone who can never understand you 

then I pray that someday you'll get someone who will always be able to understand you, 

if I am a person who was never there when you need me 
then I pray that someday you will get someone who will always be there beside you, 

if I was a childish 

then I pray that someday you will find a wiseman, 

if I was a fool 

then I pray that someday you'll get an intelligent person, 

if I'm someone who never understood what do you want

then I pray that someday you will get someone who knows what you want, 

if I'm someone who is poor and can not buy you anything 

then I pray that someday you will get someone very rich who can buy whatever you like, 

if I'm not someone who is good

I will pray that you will get someone good, 

if I'm not someone who can make you enjoy life

I will pray that someday you'll get people who can make you enjoy life, 

if I was someone who had a bad past

I will pray that someday you will get someone who has a good past,

if I'm not perfect, I apologize, and I will pray that someday you will be perfect with the perfect person 

and if I'm not your guiding angel, then one day there will be a silver winged angel will lift you up to heaven ...

amin.

~with tears, drunk and blood~